The beginning of heart break

I traveled 174 miles away
and felt so far from you
The missing words make it feel more
I come 174 miles back
But the distance between us
Still feels the same
Now I see you and recognise that look
The same one you give
To a man you despise
I try to talk
Your answer is just one word
I know you well enough
To understand the tone
I think back to everything I said
To things I may have done
But can't come up with a reason
To why you no longer care
Why you don't want to talk
Your having fun with another man
It burns me from the inside
Destroying my happiness
A day goes by with nothing
I finally pluck up some courage
To ask what went wrong
You tell me nothing
You just can't handle it right now
I offer to give you space
I just want to be alone Is the reply
An answer is closure I don't want
An end to 2 months
Of smiles and fun