No future

I fell hard and fast
Just like every time before
The sleeve of my shirt bloodied
From where my heart has sat
Thought it would be different
This time full of hope
Promise of future
It didn't turn out that way
My veins are full of acid
Coursing through and burning
All that they touch
How many times can I die
How many times can I die
How much more can I take
How much more can I take
Another struggle
After the whistle has blown
No reason to explain
Once broken
The heart is like a vase
It can be repaired
But is twice as fragile
I would have done
Anything for you
Now I won't do
Anything for myself